???

Why? What? How?
Mixed feeling...
Or rather I myself don't know what am I feeling.
Just being moody and down!

I want to write, but am staring at this screen for very long and yet don't know what to write.

I thought I can, but I realize it's tough.
I thought I know, but I realize that's not very true.
I thought I don't mind, but I realize I mind, I mind, I mind!

But what can I do?
That's the fact.
That's the reality.
That's what I have!